here's the message

Right. So I was told you were pissed at me again for some reasons. But anyway, I apologize if I gave the implication that you were gone for a really long time. I am however, not apologizing for staying even if you thought I wanted to go for PJ because if I had really wanted to go I would’ve already gone with you. I guess I thought you knew me like that but apparently I thought wrong. That being said, the text message may have been harsh to the three of you, but I hope you know it was stemmed out of concern and nothing else. Accidents come in whatever forms, no matter how good or how careful you are. If that offends you then I’m sorry for that too. And yet again, since it seems that I always manage to hit your sensitive spots, I hope you know that all of what’s being said that comes from me are words that originate from a significant amount of care that’s been enriched by a friendship that I cherish. If it hits a nerve each time say something, I guess I should apologize for that too.

So anyway, it’ll be a while until you see me. I think we need the space because we’re hitting on each other’s spots too much, and it’s not nice ‘coz people who aren’t involved get into the middle of the mess too. So let me give way and back down, from here on out, there will only be silence on my end.