The Scary Amazing Part

This is insanity.

Supposedly, these little flighty butterflies in my stomach died out ages ago. And, these major thump-thumps along the ventricles of my heart shouldn't exist anymore. But nooooo... They're out here again... and I haven't even been here very long.

Ampotah.

The hilarity of it all is that I'm actually sporting a smile right about now. Craziness. What the hell is the matter with me?

Inside of it all, though, lies that incessant fear I honestly thought I'd long since buried in the frickin hatchet. All this time, I thought wrong... and it's just about ready to kill me.

God, I'm such a girl.

Why rush, why choose, why risk this thing, and ruin me and you





...But if we label this just picture what we might lose...