Things I'd Like To Say...

but, for other people's sake, won't.

To her who makes me simmer in my own boiling blood...

You horrible, horrible person.

In front of all of us you act like an angel who couldn't manage to hurt a fly who came from swimming in dog shit, but no. Come off it, you and I know both know you're nothing of the sort. Well, not just you and me... everybody's got you figured out too.

You're a dick-sucking-gold-digging-good-for-nothing-whore who gets off by spreading utter misery to people who do not want anything to do with you.

Your weapons: Emotional blackmail and evil connivance.

Behind our backs, you manufacture a web of unfathomable catastrophe. You stir things in order to feel like you've got your game on. Ha! I bet your twisted fantasies spring to life each time we all get worked up over your antics. Well guess what... You aren't the only one with tricks up your sleeve.

I'm only maintaining my composure because I cannot afford to taint my relationships with the ones I hold dear. Unfortunately for me, they just happen to be a part of your life too.

But God help me when my cup runs over... because I will bulldoze you and I am not afraid to use any force necessary.

I am more of a devil than you will ever be.

So DON'T PUSH ME, BITCH.
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To him who is beginning to make me question things...

Ano ba talaga?

You talk shit but you can't back it up. The minute she runs to you, you bend over backwards just to give her what she wants.

You hide under the guise of that "I'm only doing this for the wee ones" reason. Man, that excuse is getting too old.

Alright, I get the fact that you've not only yourself to consider. But please, leave some dignity to yourself. She's got your hands tied and no matter how tough you act in front of us, we all know you're only frontin.

Which brings me to this.

Whatever crossed between the both of you, IT ISN'T YOUR FAULT. So stop the self-pity swim and start growing your balls back.

You can't let her control you... and even if you deny it... we all see that it's true.

I just wish you'd see it for yourself.